செவ்வாய், 18 செப்டம்பர், 2012

Petals of Lotus - Kamalasmiruthi Volume - 2



                            Kamala Kanni Amman - Kalavai

1. Mother

Sarve Bavanthu Sukinah
Let every human life in peace
Let all communities live in harmony
Let the individuality of all be maintained
May God bless all
Mother - relieve the pains
Let the afflictions be removed
Let all sufferings come to an end

2. Mother

I surrender to you
Take care of my heart
Take care of my mind
Let the sun show the path
Let there be light
A great good is going to happen
I am going through the final examination
The Spiritual World Government will function now
As I think, so I become
So I suffer
Let there be light
Let me think positively

Si-va-ya-na-ma
People want to meditate
Each one has a purpose
Everyone wants to be peaceful
Everyone wants to be happy
God! I should bring happiness to all human beings
I should be the fountain head of all
happiness and bliss.
I am peace
I am happiness
I am the fountain head
I am Rudhra

3. Mother of Mine

Mother of all existence and non-existence
Merged in me and transcending all form and name
Mother of being and becoming
Walking, running, flowing, non-moving and all that
Yet you are my mother
One hundred percent

4. Scattered clouds serve You

Battered brains yearn to see you
Mother,
Mindless man tries to overtake you
Mother,
The golden cloud, the empty mind and
The embryo of zero leads to the seed of Music
Phallic graphs abound on rocky terrain
Light oozing out of the moon gather dew drops on grass tops
Mother,
I see you in every drop of light that flows round the bend
They churn the insides of the abdomen of the earth
Clouds black, gold and silver bring hope
Sounds and graphs man grasps
Oh!
Mother!
It is just you!
I marvel Mother
Yellow and red meet and mingle in the horizon
Breaking into thousands of skies.
Marvel!

5. Mother

Are they tricks of your eyes
Boundless space, conscious of time
Do you move the universe in any direction?

6. Mother

Every grain of sand reflects you
Every water drop reflects you
You go into me through my breath and you,
The fire in the sun,
Burn the karma in my navel!

7. Mother

Every single day my love doubles
Arithmetic progression?
When will it be full?
To day is the twenty ninth day
Strangely you provide cosmic relief
Right in the middle of
" To be or not to be!"
Will you make me 'pied piper'?
To get rid of plague?

8. Oh Mother!

When you stood on fire before
I was born and for sixteen years
I struggled
Even now the struggle is not over, through,
You have provided a number of breaks of Cosmic Relief
Oh!
Mother!
The second Lotus petals shall be the
More intimate you

9. Mother

Your infinite compassion - almost pushes me to a dead end
To my breaking point and then
Brings me back
Mother!
Your infinite grace is cruelly kind
When I think I am drowning
You lift me up
Please don't toss me like an orphan wood
On the waves of the ocean
Mother!
If it is meditation, seminar, reading, writing anything
Get me out of the net
I have cast on myself
I must do what I have to do
Mother!
Free me from unnecessary worries
Why do I feel so miserable when you are there
Mother!
Lift me out of this quagmire of uncertainty and humiliation
Oh! Mother!
Please lift me out of this rut
Let me go my way!
Mother!
Be compassionate
I submit everything to your feet

10. Mother

I am not you
Mother!
Who am I?
Who am I to worry
You are everything
Mother!
You are the giver of comfort and pain
I surrender to you
I shall only remain in Poorna Pragjna
Poorna Pragjna will be the panacea for all the maladies my ego suffers
Mother!
This is my prayer
That my peace should emanate from within and bring peace to all
I must stop thinking
Praising failure?

11. Mother

Your eyes bring light to my life
Mother, Adhi Sakthi
I Surrender.
Mother,
The pinnacle has to be reached with your grace
I don't understand the cause of adversity
Mother,
Leaf, cloud sighs of greed unfulfilled
Mother,
Why do people passionately cling to mystery

12. Mother

I have many questions
Since I live in the mundane world with average human beings
I should understand how your law
Working in the mundane
All great men and great books
Glorify poverty
They say ' Failures are stepping stones to success '
They find all obstacles are tests by you
Don't you think that we all should be very
Pleased if we become poor?
Don't you think We should feel elated every time we fail?
Don't you think I should feel healthy
When I am terribly ill?
Mother,
Is it not a great hypocrisy?
To earn money
Eulogizing poverty?
To succeed
Praising the Failure

13. Mother

The divine cybernetics mother,
The rita of Rig vedha
Is the universal order
" Ruler of scarifies, guard of Law eternal, radiant one "
Mother,
You maintain this order
Why do so many human beings rave about their roles?
The self importance of each makes one assume the role of mother, but
Mother,
You are rita
You are the divine order
Let me not fall out of order by my ego

14. Mother

In out tiny huge light heavy
Erase all things between
Thoughts and fulfillment
There must be no karma
Transcend everything
Mother,
The emerging light is so fulfilling
May all the pure awareness experience the bliss I experience
Mother,
Ripples of bliss rise and expand
Let the whole world be balanced in my light
At the end of all effort, struggle and mystery
To extricate my self from the web of karma
I stand here fully aware of my nature
I am bliss
I am Rudhra
I shall never have to yield to the yoke of matter
Like Shelly, I pray
Scatter my thoughts of harmony and peace
I shall talk, think and do only God
Nothing else is real.

15. Mother

The viscous love of traders is cloying
Mother,
I am pure will and love
Even you are selective
Mother,
I am so ignorant that I know not the world
Though of course I wonder the world and all its wonders
Mother,
My ignorance has made me rather too inadequate

16. Poorna is full

You fill the gap
That's great
I am just Rudhra
I create and sustain
My universe
Thanks for this freedom

17. God is great

Mother!
Glued to my awareness is a sense of senseless gloom
Which I am not able to cast away
Mother!
Let there be Pease in my mind
From the core of my being
Let ripples of Pease emanate and
Touch every particles in the universe
Mother!
Let there be Pease
Let me sit in my core and meditate
The positive waves should engulf the whole human world
Mother!
It is your will
I shall govern this universe from my core
Mother!
Help me enter my core
God is only reality,
who am I?

18. Mother

Drone of Sisyphus, rock rolling endlessly
Ceaseless solutions to problems
Eternal silence - Oh where?
Every time I gloat over my tiny success and understand,
That is not all
Mother!
This world should experience more Pease
Wanting, in adequacy and greed are the cause of suffering
May they all feel fulfilled

19. Mother

Great distance and vast time
The futility of small success-Oh God
Yet when mind becomes small
Small matters fill the mind full.
Mother!
I prayed
My prayers are being answered
Many little signs of blessings make my life a flow of bliss
God, this flow should continue and
I should be aware and remember it always
Singing your glory
I shall live for ever

20. Mother

Though I have abandoned all
There is a very invisible bondage
Which Keeps pulling me away from you and
Makes me rather miserable?

As it is, logically speaking,
I don't see any problem
But, yet there is a slight lingering pain
Mother!
Let the flow of bliss be uninterrupted
Words cannot bring out your compassion
Yet, I myself obstruct your love
Mother!
Fountain head, Charming top, Cool moon
Rolling down washing everything and feeding

21. Mother

Sprinkle Pease drops on all prickly hearts
All blades bear a drop of bliss each
Mother!
You are the cause and all
Mother!
You give, vowels hide you
You posses all
Consonants surround
Mother!
Create, distribute and fulfill
None wants Lakshmi
None worship
None pray to Lakshmi
All pray for something
Pacify the greedy

22. Mother

Surya is the center
All are around
The earth is also a part
Sadness and happiness are just thoughts of mistery and pleasure
Prana is existing
Mother is manifested energy

23. Mother

The vast experience is me every where
How can I contract myself into this body
And miss my freedom so big?
What strong bonds, tie me down to all
People - Actions, events and notions!
Freedom from ideas, philosophy and things
Mother!
That is my purpose!

24. Mother

Perfection is my name
Small to big
Dull to light
All are attributes
You are the thief
You are darkness
You are light
You are me
The eighty, thirty and sixty four and the rest are you
Mother!
What are you not?

25. Mother

When we received each other
I was amazed
What did you feel?
What did you think?
Why did you humiliate me so much?
How did you have a heart to laugh when I suffered?
For what purpose did you dip me in acid
Put me on fire
Threw me into the abysmal chasm?
What pleasure did you experience in my pain?
You are the worst sadist in this universe
Mother!
May be some day you will experience the pangs
When you become my mother
You can't be happy when I am unhappy
Oh Mother!
I worship you

26. Mother

The meaningless search,
Anxiety and wanting to achieve, what?
Other than mother
What is there to reach?
I know, not just faith
I know
I know you are everything
Yet, forgetting
I grovel in mystery


By our beloved Guru

D. Gangadharan

Petals of Lotus - Kamalasmiruthi Volume - 1


 Kamala Kanni Amman - Kalavai
1. Mother

Expand in all directions
Scatter my thoughts of Pease
Let Pease sprout, grow, blossom
And the fragrance of Pease
Cleanse all corners of this world
Mother!
Let me establish Pease points all over the cosmos
Let there be Pease, Pease and only Pease

2. Mother

Sitting still
Clouds move - no will of their own
I will so still - Be still
No still No sound No vibration
No friction of thoughts
Cease all
And then Om
Reverberate, ceaseless thought
Endless madness
Empty and then full you be
Oh Mother!
I know
You know I know the secret

3. Mother

If I were you........
You must make it possible
Point of emanation of energy
Converge to manifest through me
Mother!
It is possible
Let there be harmony
All the ills that plague the world should be done away
Mother!
Through the ages mankind has been miserable
Finding pleasure in unhappiness
Mother!
You the creator, preserver and destroyer

4. Mother

Cinnamon is a spice
The other day in my mouth it rolled
Thoughts stopped
I watched my saliva
After the belch
I knew stomach could pose terrible impediments to reach you
Is stomach not you?

5. Mother

Redolent after rain of cinders of my burnt thoughts
I awaken myself to new thoughts of thunder
Of clouds and of parched earth move unmindful of all that befall the earth
I remain awake

6. Mother

Logic, reason, intellect all fail to perceive you
Not that I belie
I know you
But when you crush my ego
I know you
Rudra crushes Rudra to pulp
The excruciating pain and anguish
You are the creator and destroyer
When will you destroy this pain
Mother!
Here I am

7. Mother

At the dawn of thoughts
It is so beautiful
Repeated thoughts clog the mind
Even sweet thoughts are too cloying
Mother!
Let me free myself from thoughts

8. Mother

You are everything
You are every happening
You are my everything
Mother!
Let me empty myself
So that you may fill me with yourself
Mother!
Please keep all human beings in good health and Pease
I know all things are possible in you

9. Mother

Happy trees nod
Dark green cover shade the tiny plants
This is my prayer
Plants must be happy, flowers too
As they grow without much fuss
As they eat in silence
As they smile I forgot the mundane
Principle that governs spaces of future and
Escher's waterfall won't change the plants and their happiness
My prayer is that they be happy
Mother the eternal order is the truth
That is all!
Mother!

10. Mother

Mother of mine!
Leaves and twigs
Animals and insect
And the vast sky
I marvel at your expense when
You take me through the space to show me the shining creations
How do you remember every thing?
The least of creations: Me
You remember!
Oh Mother!
I am really fortunate

11. Mother

Your strange logic
I've been looking at you
Through human eyes
Mother !
Make me you so that I can see
Perceive, understand and carry out your will

12. Mother of Mine

You are a mine of Gold and Diamond
And all precious stones
Fine shrine my chamber of your heart
Mother!
And you are in mine
And sing my bones
To my Mother Chamundi
My interior decorator
My charming top owner
To you
I have dedicated everything
Surrendered
When you eyes gleam
Oh Mother!
The unit corners of my soul
Suddenly becomes bright
The odor of your breath gives me scent to the flowers
And pervades the surface and depth of my consciousness
Mother!
Your sweat is sweet
Your skin soft
Your hair silky
Mother!
You look very pretty
Damn sexy I should say
Mother!
When you hug me
My whole body melts
Mother!
My... My... what?
Is Eve
My wife or my Mother?
Mother of mine!
Language is mine
Thought is mine and
How can I trap you in my Mind
Mother of mine!
Who else exists beside me?
Mother!
Come down
Rake me
May your infinite compassion relieve me of all these
Mundane Chores

13. Mother

I am your mother
You are my mother
I gave birth to you and
You gave birth to me
And both our births are simultaneous
Mother!
Mother of my awareness,
The periphery and centre of
My being
Expanding me - we, You expand
Mother, my daughter, I am
Your daughter
How we bore each other!
Mother in our innermost source
Exist the principle
Scientists will continue to
Search the periphery
Mother!
How wonderful!
We gave birth to each other

14. Mother of Mine

Epitomes of Truth
Embodiment of Beauty
Culmination of Goodness
Pinnacle of Glory
Ocean of Compassion
Unconditional Love
What great attributes
Feel like a Linguistic beggar!
Mother!
You are ....
You be....
You become ....
Mother of Mine!
You ....
Me ....
You ....
Me .....
We ....
I .....

15. Mother

Mother of mine!
Take care of me
Enter me and be my guest
Keep me in good health
Make me efficient in this world
Make me your worthy instrument
Let us make the world peaceful
Harmonious and divine
Let there be happiness everywhere
Mother!
Climb down from your mountain abode
Come and do something for all
Those who suffer from this terrible ignorance

Mother!
Let there be peace everywhere
Mother!
Please make this world Harmonious
Set apart
Search, delve deep, and spread
Cosmic consciousness, six directions expand
Rich and richer and richer
There is always scope to grow richer

Awareness spreads, Knowledge happens
Super senses cross, Organs render useless
Phonon Photon Olfacton Taston Feelon
And merge
Lines disappear bonds break
Spread - where is darkness?

Devour the stars, my satellite station
Send and receive impulse
Rarified oxygen and all stay here and there
Where i and I merge
Light years I travel in mill moment
Commune is the language

Integrating language is the language
God! You are beautiful

16. Mother of mine

On 22nd Feb You entered me
It was such an experience
From then till October you saw me wriggle in pain,
Agony and all that is human
But why did you also
Suffer with me

When you gave me a glimpse of truth
On Oct 9, 1986
I thought you revealed everything... - No
1988 - 1989 you really put me through a Severe Acid Test
You are really very kind
Very cruelly kind

Mother of mine!
Are you being cruelly kind to others too?
Is it your infinite compassion that makes
So many so miserable?
Is that your compassion that makes the scoundrels prosper?
Yes ! You are so funny!
But you are very firm indeed!

Now look! I have passed all the tests
When is my graduation ceremony?
I would like all Siddhas, Rishis, Devas to witness the ceremony
Do it fast
It is dull to wait.

Mother of mine!
All Morales, code of conduct, ethics have lost their importance
Why do I care?
You are me
Mother,
How can I, being you, be a man
Fit into a framework?
Sarvam Brahmam, Aham Brahmasmi

17. Mother of mine

Mosquito song
Lions roar
Human groan
All are your manifestations


Mother of mine,
You are in me and me
How you filled my cells!
That was a year ago, almost
I knew the moment you entered
I was elated
Then why did you, being in every cell of mine,
Suffer with me - the man?
What pleasure did you derive?


Mother of mine,
I know and
I know and
Now I know
You are a wonderful mother

18. Mother of Mine

Greater than the greatest
Smaller than the smallest
Heavier than the heaviest
Lighter than the lightest
Farthest and nearest
Right, left, front, behind, above, below in all
Becoming a mango in mango tree
A calf in a cow

Now I know
I know that each produces it kind and
you produce your kind and therefore
Mother, my quest has ended
You can't hide from me
All that rubbish about difficult paths to reach you - ridiculous babbies
What I did not find in scriptures, Philosophies, Science
I find in a speck of dirt in my finger nail
Stop it,
I know what is Maya now
I can see you
Everywhere, unfortunately you've lost your privacy
Be a good mother and listen to me
Don't make me blind or deaf or dead to have your privacy
Become fully me
Wouldn't that be wonderful?
Then I dissolve in you
You have your privacy
I have my mother
How do you like the idea?

Don't just stand there and stare!
You love me too much to do anything else!
I am too dear to you to be lost

Dissolve me
This maya of changes
The purge and catharsis' are coming to an end.

How long can I tolerate?
You are so dull cause you're so slow
If you don't make me you
I shall rebel
Do you here?
I shall rebel

Don't act like a deaf creature
Do you not here me?
If I tear my heart it will hurt you
If I go on hunger strike you will be hungry
Cent of compassion for you I'm keeping my self fit
Why do you smile?
What's so funny about what I say?
The Divine Cybernetics


By my beloved Guru

D.Gangadharan