செவ்வாய், 18 செப்டம்பர், 2012

Petals of Lotus - Kamalasmiruthi Volume - 2



                            Kamala Kanni Amman - Kalavai

1. Mother

Sarve Bavanthu Sukinah
Let every human life in peace
Let all communities live in harmony
Let the individuality of all be maintained
May God bless all
Mother - relieve the pains
Let the afflictions be removed
Let all sufferings come to an end

2. Mother

I surrender to you
Take care of my heart
Take care of my mind
Let the sun show the path
Let there be light
A great good is going to happen
I am going through the final examination
The Spiritual World Government will function now
As I think, so I become
So I suffer
Let there be light
Let me think positively

Si-va-ya-na-ma
People want to meditate
Each one has a purpose
Everyone wants to be peaceful
Everyone wants to be happy
God! I should bring happiness to all human beings
I should be the fountain head of all
happiness and bliss.
I am peace
I am happiness
I am the fountain head
I am Rudhra

3. Mother of Mine

Mother of all existence and non-existence
Merged in me and transcending all form and name
Mother of being and becoming
Walking, running, flowing, non-moving and all that
Yet you are my mother
One hundred percent

4. Scattered clouds serve You

Battered brains yearn to see you
Mother,
Mindless man tries to overtake you
Mother,
The golden cloud, the empty mind and
The embryo of zero leads to the seed of Music
Phallic graphs abound on rocky terrain
Light oozing out of the moon gather dew drops on grass tops
Mother,
I see you in every drop of light that flows round the bend
They churn the insides of the abdomen of the earth
Clouds black, gold and silver bring hope
Sounds and graphs man grasps
Oh!
Mother!
It is just you!
I marvel Mother
Yellow and red meet and mingle in the horizon
Breaking into thousands of skies.
Marvel!

5. Mother

Are they tricks of your eyes
Boundless space, conscious of time
Do you move the universe in any direction?

6. Mother

Every grain of sand reflects you
Every water drop reflects you
You go into me through my breath and you,
The fire in the sun,
Burn the karma in my navel!

7. Mother

Every single day my love doubles
Arithmetic progression?
When will it be full?
To day is the twenty ninth day
Strangely you provide cosmic relief
Right in the middle of
" To be or not to be!"
Will you make me 'pied piper'?
To get rid of plague?

8. Oh Mother!

When you stood on fire before
I was born and for sixteen years
I struggled
Even now the struggle is not over, through,
You have provided a number of breaks of Cosmic Relief
Oh!
Mother!
The second Lotus petals shall be the
More intimate you

9. Mother

Your infinite compassion - almost pushes me to a dead end
To my breaking point and then
Brings me back
Mother!
Your infinite grace is cruelly kind
When I think I am drowning
You lift me up
Please don't toss me like an orphan wood
On the waves of the ocean
Mother!
If it is meditation, seminar, reading, writing anything
Get me out of the net
I have cast on myself
I must do what I have to do
Mother!
Free me from unnecessary worries
Why do I feel so miserable when you are there
Mother!
Lift me out of this quagmire of uncertainty and humiliation
Oh! Mother!
Please lift me out of this rut
Let me go my way!
Mother!
Be compassionate
I submit everything to your feet

10. Mother

I am not you
Mother!
Who am I?
Who am I to worry
You are everything
Mother!
You are the giver of comfort and pain
I surrender to you
I shall only remain in Poorna Pragjna
Poorna Pragjna will be the panacea for all the maladies my ego suffers
Mother!
This is my prayer
That my peace should emanate from within and bring peace to all
I must stop thinking
Praising failure?

11. Mother

Your eyes bring light to my life
Mother, Adhi Sakthi
I Surrender.
Mother,
The pinnacle has to be reached with your grace
I don't understand the cause of adversity
Mother,
Leaf, cloud sighs of greed unfulfilled
Mother,
Why do people passionately cling to mystery

12. Mother

I have many questions
Since I live in the mundane world with average human beings
I should understand how your law
Working in the mundane
All great men and great books
Glorify poverty
They say ' Failures are stepping stones to success '
They find all obstacles are tests by you
Don't you think that we all should be very
Pleased if we become poor?
Don't you think We should feel elated every time we fail?
Don't you think I should feel healthy
When I am terribly ill?
Mother,
Is it not a great hypocrisy?
To earn money
Eulogizing poverty?
To succeed
Praising the Failure

13. Mother

The divine cybernetics mother,
The rita of Rig vedha
Is the universal order
" Ruler of scarifies, guard of Law eternal, radiant one "
Mother,
You maintain this order
Why do so many human beings rave about their roles?
The self importance of each makes one assume the role of mother, but
Mother,
You are rita
You are the divine order
Let me not fall out of order by my ego

14. Mother

In out tiny huge light heavy
Erase all things between
Thoughts and fulfillment
There must be no karma
Transcend everything
Mother,
The emerging light is so fulfilling
May all the pure awareness experience the bliss I experience
Mother,
Ripples of bliss rise and expand
Let the whole world be balanced in my light
At the end of all effort, struggle and mystery
To extricate my self from the web of karma
I stand here fully aware of my nature
I am bliss
I am Rudhra
I shall never have to yield to the yoke of matter
Like Shelly, I pray
Scatter my thoughts of harmony and peace
I shall talk, think and do only God
Nothing else is real.

15. Mother

The viscous love of traders is cloying
Mother,
I am pure will and love
Even you are selective
Mother,
I am so ignorant that I know not the world
Though of course I wonder the world and all its wonders
Mother,
My ignorance has made me rather too inadequate

16. Poorna is full

You fill the gap
That's great
I am just Rudhra
I create and sustain
My universe
Thanks for this freedom

17. God is great

Mother!
Glued to my awareness is a sense of senseless gloom
Which I am not able to cast away
Mother!
Let there be Pease in my mind
From the core of my being
Let ripples of Pease emanate and
Touch every particles in the universe
Mother!
Let there be Pease
Let me sit in my core and meditate
The positive waves should engulf the whole human world
Mother!
It is your will
I shall govern this universe from my core
Mother!
Help me enter my core
God is only reality,
who am I?

18. Mother

Drone of Sisyphus, rock rolling endlessly
Ceaseless solutions to problems
Eternal silence - Oh where?
Every time I gloat over my tiny success and understand,
That is not all
Mother!
This world should experience more Pease
Wanting, in adequacy and greed are the cause of suffering
May they all feel fulfilled

19. Mother

Great distance and vast time
The futility of small success-Oh God
Yet when mind becomes small
Small matters fill the mind full.
Mother!
I prayed
My prayers are being answered
Many little signs of blessings make my life a flow of bliss
God, this flow should continue and
I should be aware and remember it always
Singing your glory
I shall live for ever

20. Mother

Though I have abandoned all
There is a very invisible bondage
Which Keeps pulling me away from you and
Makes me rather miserable?

As it is, logically speaking,
I don't see any problem
But, yet there is a slight lingering pain
Mother!
Let the flow of bliss be uninterrupted
Words cannot bring out your compassion
Yet, I myself obstruct your love
Mother!
Fountain head, Charming top, Cool moon
Rolling down washing everything and feeding

21. Mother

Sprinkle Pease drops on all prickly hearts
All blades bear a drop of bliss each
Mother!
You are the cause and all
Mother!
You give, vowels hide you
You posses all
Consonants surround
Mother!
Create, distribute and fulfill
None wants Lakshmi
None worship
None pray to Lakshmi
All pray for something
Pacify the greedy

22. Mother

Surya is the center
All are around
The earth is also a part
Sadness and happiness are just thoughts of mistery and pleasure
Prana is existing
Mother is manifested energy

23. Mother

The vast experience is me every where
How can I contract myself into this body
And miss my freedom so big?
What strong bonds, tie me down to all
People - Actions, events and notions!
Freedom from ideas, philosophy and things
Mother!
That is my purpose!

24. Mother

Perfection is my name
Small to big
Dull to light
All are attributes
You are the thief
You are darkness
You are light
You are me
The eighty, thirty and sixty four and the rest are you
Mother!
What are you not?

25. Mother

When we received each other
I was amazed
What did you feel?
What did you think?
Why did you humiliate me so much?
How did you have a heart to laugh when I suffered?
For what purpose did you dip me in acid
Put me on fire
Threw me into the abysmal chasm?
What pleasure did you experience in my pain?
You are the worst sadist in this universe
Mother!
May be some day you will experience the pangs
When you become my mother
You can't be happy when I am unhappy
Oh Mother!
I worship you

26. Mother

The meaningless search,
Anxiety and wanting to achieve, what?
Other than mother
What is there to reach?
I know, not just faith
I know
I know you are everything
Yet, forgetting
I grovel in mystery


By our beloved Guru

D. Gangadharan

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